Today sucked. The weather outside was gorgeous -- clear blue sky, cool temperature, light breeze. Inside, not so much. Stormy, dark, hopeless.
My husband's company terminated his employment. We have health insurance until 10/31 and then we will have to Cobra. Now mind you, his employer knows what is going on, knows he's had surgery, lost his mind, went to rehab, back to hospital with an infection, back to rehab, now in skilled nursing for more rehab. They know I am trying to get doctors to complete the paperwork that will allow him to retire from his job under the disability provision. But some executive decided that money is more important than our family. I'm sure it is about getting him off the insurance because they aren't paying him any salary -- he's out of leave and out of "donated leave".
I'm trying to keep my own business going, keep my kids' routines as normal as possible, take over managing all the bills, make safety changes to the house so my husband can come home and now this???!!! I'm watching money fly out of my house and my peace right behind it. And now I will need to join millions fighting with the healthcare.gov website to research health insurance options. Great.
I know I am not promised an easy life. But I do want a break. This is my "valley of the shadow of death". And I am afraid. I desperately need my God to reveal Himself today. I need a break in the clouds.
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